i cant feel the holiday spirit. only the anticipation of a vacation and occasional christmas jingles i hear elsewhere remind me that it's that time of the year. could it be because im too busy working that i cant even prepare for the holidays? or is it because i haven't really started on my christmas shopping? or maybe because i know ill be spending it with less people this year... i guess all three reasons count. the streets, as expected, are donned with xmas lights and decors. but its less festive i think. it doesn't have that usual inviting vibe you get whenever you're outside. i think im not alone. i can feel that somehow, people are also unexcited bec of a dozen things thy're worrying about. goodness! i feel like every year the spirit diminishes...or i could also be wrong. this entry is obviously subjective. that's just how i feel. hope things will be better as i count the days till christmas.... ho ho ho
**i dont mean to ruin the real essense of the Holidays. i just need to get pass this emotion so i can finally feel it! hopefully this week.
